Letting go.

On the journey of spiritual maturity, there are times of ending and letting go.

Wisdom of Mary Magdalene

I have a choice to make and not sure what to do at this time. I know that either direction or choice I make has a consequence. I bring this to my morning meditation and prayer practice and ask for guidance from Mary and my guides.

“There is an Energy Law that supports all of your actions to source your spiritual journey.

Whenever a choice is made consciously by you and through Divine intervention on your behalf, there is a shift of energy and a shift of worlds.

Each time a choice is made to honor yourself by closing a door or direction that does not serve you, a new path will open and you will see the blessing and Divine synchronicity of your journey with us.

Whenever you make a choice to honor your own inner knowing and release an attachment to an outer focus, you will find the world shifts to bless your new energy.

You will receive outward signs aligned with your inward commitment.

Money will flow to you. Partnerships will deepen or will be birthed. Your dreams and passions will be given a new outward expression.

Those times of ending open new more fully blessed times. These times of opening and manifestation of your deepest desires, deepest dreams, and sharing of your sacred gifts will come. Where there is ending, there is always opening.

See how the flow happens. Welcome the endings and embrace the new beginnings of Divine Energy flowing through you.”

Welcoming Blessings....

Embracing and honoring our wounds is the first step to welcoming healing and blessing.

Wisdom of Mary Magdalene

I sat with Mary and my guides in my prayer and meditation practice this morning and was able to see with her how to welcome great blessings in my life. She showed me how to live in the welcoming of blessings and not return to old patterns of drama and pain. Here is what came to me during this time.

“A spiritual life that begins and ends from within will always create more blessings and more good. Our energies become more and more aligned with that of Divine energy and only good will come from that. Outside of our meditations and time with our guides we will also find our thoughts more and more on spiritual matters and solutions.

We let go more readily.

We speak up for justice more easily.

We clearly say no when we mean no and yes when we desire yes.

We pray for solutions and guidance and take action after discernment and clarity have come.

We begin to clarify our own values and focus on honoring who we really are and what matters most.

As more good manifests around us, we have joy and peace as part of our daily being. We may find that deep, old messages of pain will surface telling us we don’t deserve or who do we think we are, etc.

These are times to embrace ourselves and let the pain and sadness of these hurtful, oppressive messages wash over us. This allows the messages and wounds to be felt, honored and released. If we welcome and don’t resist these old messages, they will lose their power to sabotage or sneak up on us in other ways to make themselves known and heard. We can listen with openness, appreciate the role they have played and welcome our new beliefs.

The Divine Creator demands our self-expression.

We are created to be bold and bring our unique message and gift to others.

We deserve to be surrounded and blessed with beauty and abundance.

We deserve and are called share this beauty and abundance with others.

Always the cleaning and clearing comes from within. We welcome the good. We know that allowing the old messages to have a voice allows for them to be released. We then welcome the good and new messages to take their place.

We welcome a new message from the Divine.

Come to us for assistance.

We bless you with abundance and all good things.”

There is great wisdom in fear when you embrace and honor it.

wisdom of Mary Magdalene

I feel frustrated about a group of women whom I judge to be controlling and cliquey. There is part of me that wants to fit in and part of me that does not want to fit with them at all. I bring my fear and my frustration to my guides and ask for comfort.

Mary and my guides say,

“We bless your fear. We bless you. Fear is a great gift for you. Fear is the source of most unconscious choices and behaviors that harm. Fear is the source of potential unrealized and destinies unexpressed. Fear is the foundation of so many losses; losses of those unable and unwilling to honor the deepest calling within. Fear often keeps us from the most profound kindnesses and guidance within.

When you are willing to embrace your fear, experience its wisdom and allow yourself to befriend it, movement and transformation will happen.

There is a settling into your soul when you allow fear to bless you. There is a shift in power and energy as fear is exposed and loved. There is wisdom, perspective, compassion and courage that is born from the joy filled connection with fear. Embrace fear.

Breathe into the places you’ve avoided and resisted. Allow the energy to transform to courage, wisdom, clarity and mercy. Use the energy to move you forward.

We bless your fear.

We bless your journey.”

Feminine Energy/Wounded Masculine

November 1st

In the Sacred Feminine perspective, there is not better than or less than. We are all a significant part of the Whole.

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There is something about this necessity I have to rank myself, better than, less than. I am compelled to rank others, less aware, more aware, etc.

Mary and my guides want me to write about this and why it is so in the cellular consciousness of my being and those on this planet.

I bring this to Mary and my guides.

“This is the perspective of the wounded masculine mind and the wounded masculine spirit of being. One is better than, greater than, smarter than, has arrived, reached the goal and gotten there. Inherent in this ideology is one is less than, dumber than, has not yet arrived, missed the mark and still behind.

It is a rhythm and a perspective whose time has served a purpose and whose time is now balanced with and challenged by the Feminine Mind and Feminine Spirit.

From this perspective, all has value, all contributes to the whole and there are gifts from those less expected for glory that those most expected of glory must have.

There is sacredness in all.

There is mystery in all.

There is holiness in all.

And magic happens in the opening of hearts and authentic connections most especially where it is least expected to happen.

This is part of your message.

It will be welcomed in some places

It will be rejected in other places.

As you offer a place of home to those whose time has come to embrace this Feminine energy, reawakening and anxious for voice, there will be glory for all.

As you offer this challenge to those whose time it is to reject, deny or rebel against what they have settled into as comfortable resignation and control, there will be upheaval and fear. You will be attacked.

There will no lasting harm to you, only a continual reawakening to the Divine Feminine home within.

This voice will be clearer.

This energy will be more vital.

This heart will beat more compassionately.

This mind will awaken more strategically.

This soul connection will be deeper and more profound.

You are held by the heart of the Great Feminine energy and soul of all women who have gone before you.

This is the home souls are seeking and this is the message to feed their hunger.

We are with you in heart, soul, body, mind and spirit.”

Surrendering our Pain

October

Always attend to the inner world above all else.

the wisdom of Mary Magdalene

I am heading back from Africa. I arrive in Newark and head into Connecticut. I feel some fear about of my relationship with my husband. The stress of the back and forth is getting to me and I can feel myself wanting to withdraw, so I am aware of my fear today. I feel trapped too and this is when I create conflict with him. I bring this to Mary and my guides.

“This sense of being trapped and the instinct to run is the place for you to bring us. This is the place to embrace and dwell. This is the place to invoke the ancient healing energies waiting for your invitation. We are with you here. Allow us to come ~ to dwell ~ to heal.

These are the great gifts we unwrap through our connection to others. These wounds, deep, deep fight or flight wounds, only surface when things matter most. Your beloved matters most and this deep distressed message is embedded in the soul of a young and lonely child. But she is not alone any more. She calls to you and we are with you in this profound healing work.

Always, always attend to the inner world first and above all else. From here, your wisdom will guide your actions. Continue to bring this all to us.

Clarity will light the way.

The knowing and peace from within will surround all of your relationships without.

Trust that we are with you and as you dwell with this difficulty, we will heal and transform it all.

Trust”

Darkness and Light

Your journey into darkness reawakens your senses and allows the recognition of light.

the wisdom of Mary Magdalene

I feel agitated, judgmental, cranky, menstrual, etc. Very sad, on the verge of depression, etc. I feel lonely and hormonal.

Mary and my guides speak,

“Sometimes the rhythm of life calls for rest, deep breath, relaxation and surrender. It calls us to sit in quiet reflection or pulls us into the moment, uncomfortable as it may be. This is the call from us this day.

We are with you in these moments. We are with you in this tiredness, exhaustion, frustration, depression and aloneness. We are with you now.

Your journey into depression and darkness reawakens your senses and allows recognition of the other parts of the journey.

Joy, inspiration and the miracle of your life will also be more alive in you.

We bless you in all your seasons and rhythms.”

Trusting the Unknown and following our Desires.....

August 3rd

"To honor our deepest desires and passions within is to honor the divine."

Mary Magdalene

I’ve missed my meditation with Mary. I’ve stopped pursuing that which is most joyful within, perhaps it is all the traveling I've done, perhaps it is the season and rhythm of time, but I miss my peace, my joy, my passion in life. My confidence is low and shame and fear seem high. I have writing to do and service to share with others. I give myself to you dear Mary, dear divine being that Guides and Blesses me. How can I best be of service to those souls awaiting my guidance, my words, my vesseling of the divine?

“Letting go is often like jumping off an icy slope not knowing when or what the bottom will be like. It is like jumping into deep, dark water having never swam there before and being uncertain of what lies beneath the glassy surface.

Surrendering to these places deep within will call us to honor our desires, our wants and move in the direction of our dreams. We are called this way even though we may not be familiar with the landscape before us. Each step may bring us to unfamiliar terrain, then the next step and the next step. For awhile, we may be in these unknown places and sometimes we do not know how long this roaming in the desert will last.

What feeds our soul? What nourishes our spirit? What energizes our body? These are the things which will lead us to our most profound expression of service, of the Divine.

To honor those yearnings within us is to honor the Divine.”